Everytime i'm ready to leave,always seems to me pulling me in a wrong direction.That's what i feel when i'm with that particular her or even friends.You know after i wake up today i felt this all really doesnt make sense to me now? Do you know whenever i think about this it reallyreallyreally breaks my heart? And do you even know that this happens because of who?If she doesnt choose or hate or even treat people like her own bloody dog this will not happen indeed will NEVER EVER happen.I've been patient all this time,i've been quiet all this time but don't you know what you've said everytime really hurt me.ESPECIALLY treating me like your slave? Giving me criticism,everytime? What i do is SMILE hoping you will ever shut the hell up. Everything seems like doomsday to me , cluless on what to do,nowhere to escape,you know?You critisize people but do you ever look at yourself at the mirror.ARE YOU THAT PERFECT? So,comon pls stop criticizing people.I mean don't give shit to people's face laah.That's all.I know humans must so called 'disturb' each other.And you know what, surprisingly, all friends are not happy with the success of other friends.That's what i thought.And you see,yesterday? When i went to her,you were angry.DAMN IT! it's my life right? You can't possibly ask me to stick with you the whole bloody time???? I want to stand on my own too.I want to spent my time with her and also others too.It's seriously damn sickening.I don't understand what's the point of you saying that.And i don't side each other sides kaay? If there's a will there's a way i want to talk to her.But it's just the matter of time.And you just make me hate you even more,now and today but maybe not forever.If you have to be like this till forever,i would say i will prefer sticking to someone's side.I i think you have obviously see that happen.Sooner or later everyone will cause you pain…You just have to figure out which ones are worth it.Okay stop,my eyes are now so bengkak thinking of this makes me crazy.
“Men kick friendship around like a football and it doesn't seem to crack. Women treat it like glass and it falls to pieces.” Right?Urgh!

Be quiet,let me leave,let me go.
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